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[26 Apr 2004|10:51pm]



Which 1990's Subculture Do You Belong To?


[Another Quiz by Kris
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insanity [16 Jul 2003|11:13pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

Tuesday 7/15/03 5:00pm-10:00pm
Wednesday 7/16/03 6:00pm-10:00pm
Thursday 7/17/03 3:00pm-10:00pm
Friday 7/18/03 6:00pm-10:00pm
Saturday 7/19/03 4:30pm-10:00pm
Sunday 7/20/03 2:30pm-7:00pm

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a million miles away [17 Jun 2003|10:06pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

last night was so awesome, jon came and picked me up like around 8 and then picked up shane. we picked up jamison and went to this sweet ass hooka bar. jon bought mango for us first which tasted really good and then after that was gone he bought us ecstacy flavored. They were both really good especially together. We went for coffee at starbucks afterwards where we got chocolate malt frapps. i got home at about 12:30 and my mom wasnt home to question me about anything, it was awesome. today i met shane out on the bus stop and we walked to blockbuster and rented natural born killers, candyman, and the taxi driver. They were all really awesome but i think natural born killers was the best. Shane kissed me today which i totally wasnt expecting and it was really awesome. we walked over to cal bowl and played a game of ddr and sat outside walmart on a garden swing for a while and came back to my house. tomorrow were hanging out at the town center before i have to work. friday is going to be so awesome, shane and i are going to knotts and then were meeting rachel at the release of the fifth harry potter book at barnes and noble. saturday and sunday i have to work but hopefully im going to a show with shane on sunday at chain reaction. i dont think ive been happier than i have been for the last week.

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oh so busy... [14 Jun 2003|08:17am]
These past few weeks have been so busy, and I havent updated this thing forever. I guess Ill start from last weekend. I was hanging out at the town center with Shane and I had to work later. We sat down before I had to go and he asked me out. It was so awesome..I have been in such a euphoric state since then. Then we had finals and a bunch of crap dealing with summer school. On Thursday it was the last day of school and I was planning on going to the beach with Jamison, Sandra, Rachel and some others but they went to Trianas instead. They watched movies which was cool but I was bummed that I wasnt really invited and I wasnt with everyone on the last day. Me and Shane walked from Millikan to Marina Pacifica and it took about two hours. We went to Barnes and Noble and all the usual places there then took the bus to 2nd street. I spent way too much money..*compulsive spender*..but it was fun. Then from there we took the bus to the Town Center. Jon told me that Branden gets these Rockstars all the time so me and Shane decided to try them. Diet Rockstars: My New Favorite Drink. Very cool and it was awesome cause at the liquor store the guy gave me like $15 extra change ((but I didnt realize it til we were too far to go back)). Today me and Shane are going to go see a movie after I leave my dads work picnic and then I gotta work from 5-10. My parents are leaving for Vegas so Ill have the whole house to myself for three days! yay!
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[22 Apr 2003|09:22am]
I'm excited about Thursday! There were initially going to be like eight people going to Knotts but now it is down to four. Its still cool but it would have been much more fun with all eight of us. Now it is just me, Shane, Bobby, and Lee going.
I got my first check finally. I've been working at Petsmart for two weeks and I got my first check a few days ago. I already had the whole thing spent before I got it but oh well. I've been wanting to join the despair faction forever now and I found out that Shane is in it too so my next 30 bucks I get is going towards that. I want to dye my hair black to so thats another 40 bucks. So right there is more than my check is.
Yesterday was pretty fun, I had a study session at 9 in the morning and then at 11 Shane and Lee met me at Millikan. We took the bus to Pine Square and hung out there for a few hours then took the bus to Shoreline Village. There wasnt anything to do there so we walked down to 2nd street and then over to Marina Pacifica.
*sigh* Tomorrow I have another study session and then work, I'm going over to Shanes to play DDR in between though so it should be fun.Then Thursday is Knotts! YAY!
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[15 Apr 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

Well tonight is the 2nd night ive been allowed to get back on MY computer. I was having withdrwals the first week and its been an eternity without it. Hmmm...well Sunday was like the most fun Ive had in a while. I went and hung out with Bobby and Shane at the Town Center after I got off work. Then we went to Brandens show and met Jon. It was so awesome to hang out with my three favorite people.
This spring break should be interesting. I heard that my job is probably going to hold my first pay check so I actually wont get it for another 2 or 3 weeks. We have to go to Knotts because it wouldnt be spring break without going. I have a huge packet of stuff i have to start for my AP Test Review.
Not much else is going on. Im going to Ozzfest down in Chula Vista on July 3rd which is going to be unbelievably awesome. Thats about it...

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short and to the point this time [16 Feb 2003|09:47pm]
I just got back from Big Bear a while ago and it was pretty cool. I needed a vacation desperately from school and people so it was pretty cool. I saw Jon in the arcade while I was 'busting' on ddr. I didn't get the chance to do what I wanted to on Valentines Day though. I took a whole hour and a half out of my schedule to sit down and write a poem ((in german may I add)) for this one guy and then Lee was going to fix it and give it to him. Unfortunately I chickened out, like usual, and nothing happened with it, yet. Maybe after we go play ddr at the mall next weekend, I dont know yet.
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[24 Dec 2002|10:39pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Vincent by: Tim Burton

Vincent Malloy is seven years old,
He's always polite and does what he's told.

For a boy his age he's considerate and nice,
But he wants to be just like Vincent Price.

He doesn't mind living with his sister, dog and cat,
Though he'd rather share a home with spiders and bats.

There he could reflect on the horrors he's invented,
And wander dark hallways alone and tormented.

Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him,
But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum.

He likes to experiment on his dog Abacrombie,
In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie.

So he and his horrible zombie dog,
Could go searching for victims in the London fog.

His thoughts aren't only of ghoulish crime,
He likes to paint and read to pass the time.

While other kids read books like Go Jane Go,
Vincent's favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe.

One night while reading a gruesome tale,
He read a passage that made him turn pale.

Such horrible news he could not survive,
For his beautiful wife had been buried alive.

He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead,
Unaware that her grave was his mother's flower bed.

His mother sent Vincent off to his room,
He knew he'd been banished to the tower of doom.

Where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life,
Alone with a portrait of his beautiful wife.

While alone and insane, encased in his tomb,
Vincent's mother suddenly burst into the room.

"If you want to you can go outside and play.
It's sunny outside and a beautiful day."

Vincent tried to talk, but he just couldn't speak,
The years of isolation had made him quite weak.

So he took out some paper, and scrawled with a pen,
"I am possessed by this house, and can never leave it again."

His mother said, "You're not possessed, and you're not almost dead.
These games that you play are all in your head.

You're not Vincent Price, you're Vincent Malloy.
You're not tormented, you're just a young boy."

"You're seven years old, and you're my son,
I want you to get outside and have some real fun."

Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall,
While Vincent backed slowly against the wall.

The room started to sway, to shiver and creak.
His horrid insanity had reached its peak.

He saw Abacrombie his zombie slave,
And heard his wife call from beyond the grave.

She spoke from her coffin, and made ghoulish demands.
While through cracking walls reached skeleton hands.

Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams,
Swept his mad laugh to terrified screams.
To escape the madness, he reached for the door,

So he and his horrible zombie dog,
But fell limp and lifeless down on the floor.

His voice was soft and very slow,
As he quoted The Raven from Edgar Allen Poe,

"And my soul from out that shadow floating on the floor,
Shall be lifted--Nevermore!"

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I am stuck in between the dreams i have not found [21 Dec 2002|05:32pm]
[ mood | high ]

Today, was really awesome. I saw my friend heather that i havent seen in like months, and shes still as rad as usual. We walked around the cerritos mall for like 3 hours pushing our way through crowds of people. There are so many mexicans with like 23 kids that go there and walk around like its a playground or something, oh so rudely. I got my sister a book about drawing and painting and my brother an electronics kit. He will probably finish it in about an hour, seeing as how he can finish my chemistry homework in about 20 minutes(he is only 10,may i remind you).
I have never really talked to this one guy *J* before but I know all of his friends that are in bands and he seems pretty nice. I was walking with him and nick and kalin a few days ago and we were all talking. I got home and went online and to my suprise, nick was online so i was talking to him and out of nowhere hes like i think youre hot. i was like what? Nick then replied with --*J* thats what *J* said. I thought they were just messing around, becuase thats what the do. Nick was serious though, he said that *J* thought I was hot and liked me and asked if I was interested in getting with him. I said yeah so were going to see where it goes from there. I am kind of excited because hes going to San Fran with music in March so...there is a good possiblity of us 'hooking up.' thats it hehe ...

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[12 Dec 2002|06:56pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

Wow...that goat scared the shit out of me...all those bright blinking colorful lights. I have so much stuff to do and so little time and money to do it. I'm going to formal tomorrow and thats already costed me like 200 bucks. then my brothers birthday party on saturday. Universal Studios on Sunday with marching band hehehe that should be interesting. Rachels party next friday. Well, I have to go get something ready for something...

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Today... [09 Dec 2002|03:45pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Well, its been a long time since I've updated this journal.
The biggest thing on my mind right now is winter formal. It's cool that Im going because I've never been before and its surprising that people actually nominated my for queen. I don't really care if I win, I just hope we all have a good time. I've asked a few people if they would go with me but I haven't found anyone thats available that night. Tomorrows the last day to buy tickets so I guess I'll just ask someone that I know for sure is already going. I wanted to ask Shane so bad but its too late now. Just like me to procrastinate until its too late...I'm pretty sure he would have said no or made up some excuse why he couldn't go such as his grades, truants, demerits or something along those lines. There is always next year and oh yeah spring too.
On Saturday we had the Belmont Christmas Parade which took forever. I never realized how long it was in between all those lights down on second. I had told Rachel that I would call her on Friday and let her know what time call time was...and of course I forgot. She didn't make it and I thought it was going to be all my fault but luckily it turned out that she was sick anyways. I really gotta get my shit straight, huh? Later that night we went to Mc Donalds and the stupidest thing happened. I bought a vanilla cone and while I was crossing the street to go to Rite Aid I dropped my paper on the ground in front of a cop that was parked at the light. Then out of nowhere he starts yelling at me "HEY! Who do you think you are just throwing that on the ground. Get back here and pick it up...blah blah....do you want a ticket for littering...blah blah blah..." then it kind of faded into nothing because its hard to pay attention to stuff you dont give a shit about. The stupid thing was that he knew that I was just going to pick it up and throw it somewhere else as soon as he pulled away, which did happen, and he made such a big deal out of it. I should have thrown my ice cream so it splatted all over his windshield then told him to fuck off and run away or something fun like that.
There is this one really hot guy and he is 21 and is in college. He is really cool and always calls me sweetie. Since we have a parade at Universal Studios next Sunday he wants to meet me there. It's really awesome that he would want to. Then sometime in January we have a parade in Disneyland. I don't even want to think back on last year...oh my god. There are pictures that are still in circulation that happened that night.
I need a job so bad, I think Im going to apply at Edwards Cinema. I heard that they hire any idiot that applies so hopefully that means me too. It sucks never having money for myself and asking my parents for it all the time. They get pissed off that I dont do much around the house because Im gone all the time and then ask for money at any old time. Oh well.
I think it was like a month ago that I saw Korn and Disturbed at the arena. I picked up a magazine that this guy was handing out outside called Keeper. There are some pretty good articles in it and there was a classified in the back of it about the editor needing more writers so I emailed him about it and they sent me back a letter informing me that they wanted me to write. They had a list of things to choose from like pictures painted by serial killers and psychological break downs of Lewis Carrol but I chose to write an article about Masons, Pagans, and the Occult. It turned out pretty awesome and I also did a review on Vastus. I sent it in a long time ago and still haven't heard anything back. I guess I'll just have to keep a look out for the next issue and see for myself whether I got published or not.
Everything else is alright I guess. The usual feuds between friends and the constant arguing about stupid shit =)yep. Thats about it.

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am i really!? [16 Sep 2002|05:42pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

i am an indie snob!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.
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[06 Sep 2002|10:13pm]
[ mood | replaced ]

Soma

Nothing left to say
And all I've left to do
Is run away
From you
And he led me on, down
With secrets I can't keep

Close your eyes and sleep
Don't wait up for me
Hush now don't you speak
To me

Wrapped my hurt in you
And took my shelter in that pain
The opiate of blame
Is your broken heart, your heart

So now I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray my tears
To anyone caught in our ruse of fools

One last kiss from me...yeah
One last kiss good night

Didn't want to lose you once again
Didn't want to be your friend
Fulfilled a promise made of tin
And crawled back to you

I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
I'll betray myself
To anyone, lost, anyone but you

So let the sadness come again
On that you can depend on me, yeah
Until the bitter, bitter end of the world, yeah
When god sleeps in bliss

And I'm all by myself
As I've always felt
And I'll betray myself
To anyone

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[29 Aug 2002|11:13pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

Today was one of the funnest days I have had all summer. It started out with the last day at band camp which wasn't too bad. We had to march for about three hours and thats pretty good considering that Ms. Annes was sick of being around us for two weeks. After that, we (me, sandra, cassie, rachel, and lee) all piled (sp?) in to Leanne's car and went to Ralphs. They had to buy some chips for the beach party so we stopped there and I saw Ryan picking up shopping carts from all over the parking lot. We walked to Leanne's from there and hung out until her mom got home. We all got in the van and picked Bobby up on the corner of Del Amo and Palo Verde. We headed down to the beach and got there around 3. We hung out and talked and drank diet coke until Jamison got there and we all went in the water...with our clothes on. None of us brought extra clothes so me, sandra, and nicole just had on a towel and a jacket. Later we played truth or dare and Bobby was dared to unzip my jacket and lick my cleavage. He had already wanted to do it so it wasn't fair that he got that for a dare. Later we played suck and blow and and me and bobby kept dropping it on purpose. It was pretty fun except for the fact that Rhea was there complaining about every little thing possible. I never noticed how fast someone's negativity rubs off on to other people. So all together it was an awesome night but I lost my wallet though. It didn't have any money in it but my California ID was in it. I'll just call the DMV and tell them it was stolen so I can get a new one.
School starts in 4 days 0 hours 47 minutes and 31 seconds from now.Oh yeah, I talked to Paul a few times today. I noticed that he is like always looking at me. I don't like him as much anymore, like, I think he's cute but thats it. Wherever we were on the beach he was always looking in my direction, I felt special for once in a long time...

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*sigh* [26 Aug 2002|01:48pm]
[ mood | calm ]

im bored, i remember when i used to have a social life....

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time to go to bed.... [24 Aug 2002|10:38pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I don't know if I've ever written in my journal about my friend Al and I'm too lazy to check. He is 27, goes to school at Cal State Domingues Hills, works in an art museum, and is one of the coolest people I know. I met him like a year ago at the Town Center with Jamison and he was so nice. I sent him this survey that my friend Rhea sent me and it was me asking him questions seeing how much he knew about me. It turns out that he knows just about all there is to know about me. I also asked if he ever had a crush on me and he said yes and that he still does. It broke my heart to hear that because I still like him too but we both know that nothing could or will ever happen between us. It's too bad that he is like 11 years older than me or else it would be a different story. That wasn't really important but just something different off of the same topic I write about every other time...school.
I've already found myself getting annoyed with Lee and Rhea and I have only been around them for the last, what?, 5 days?! There is definitely a problem there. Rhea is cool but I've noticed that all she ever does is complain.
And then Jamison goes and starts shit by printing out what Jon typed out like months ago. He was like yeah did you see what he wrote about you? And of course I have and I didn't mind hearing that his life wouldn't be the same without me or that I haven't detached myself from the childish and trendy things like Marilyn Manson and System of a Down. There is a thing called freedom of speech and if someone wants to share their opinions then so be it. It's quite sad that people say that they don't care about other peoples opinions or what people think about them but then you see this happening: Someone expresses their feelings for someone that claims to not care what others think of them and everyone ends up hating each other because that person had to make a big deal out of nothing.
Maybe it's just that I don't care enough to know what actually is going on, but I feel that people just make too big a deal out of nothing. It's really frustrating hearing your friends talk shit about your other friends.

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just home for a few hours... [21 Aug 2002|01:17pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

"Don't tear away from me, I need you to hold on to, please don't tear away from me, I need someone to hold on to."

*sigh* Well I just got home from another day at band camp. I found out that there is going to be another beach party...last year we played tag...at night...but not just regular tag. Hahaha, me and bobby remember that one. This new guy that is the new assistant director, young sun, is a fucking reatard. He needs to go learn some English before he starts trying to yell at us about marching. Tonight I have to go back to band from 6:00 to 8:00 to learn the rest of pregame and the beginning of half time. This is going to be a blast :-\
I forgot to mention that I saw Branden yesterday. Sandra, Rachel, and I were sitting on the bus stop and I saw his black volvo get into the left turn lane and then he honked and made a U turn. I didn't really see it was him until he turned down that little street. His hair looks really cute when its straightened.

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registration [20 Aug 2002|03:40pm]
[ mood | bored ]

My schedule for next year:

Period 0: Symphonic Winds....at 6 fucking 45 in the morning
Period 1: AP U.S. History...hopefully I'll get Hodges again
Period 2: Honors English 5-6...whoop tee do
Period 3: Unscheduled...soon to be creative writing or intro to psychology.
Period 4: Honors Science 5-6...I'm surprised that this is even offered
Period 5: Intermediate Algebra...Hopefully I'll get Olivas again
Period 6: German 5-6
Period 7: unscheduled
Period 8: unscheduled
Period 9: marching band

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monday...ughhhh [19 Aug 2002|03:14pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Well, today was the first day of band camp. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. There is only one cute freshman this year and he is in percussion. His name is Jordan and he has a mohawk, which is really cool, and nobody likes him...that will give me a chance to introduce myself and befriend him. *evil smirk*
Not too much has been going on lately. I want school to start so I can see all my friends again. This has been the lonliest summer I have ever had. I talked to Jamison today and I told him that Triana had written in Jon's journal but he already knew. I gotta think of more interesting stuff to write in here...I bore myself.

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[04 Aug 2002|09:14pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]

I had one of the best weekends. Yesterday (saturday) I woke up to attend a seminar to talk about financial aid for college...we ended up paying 200 dollars on signing up for this company to help reduce the cost of college for me. It was pretty interesting and now that I am a little more informed about how much it is going to cost...I realized how important my grades are and my SAT scores.
That wasn't a fun part obviously but I went over to my friend Heather's house and spent the night. I haven't seen her for about two weeks. We went swimming for like an hour and went and rented movies. We got Half Baked and Bram Stoker's Dracula. They were both awesome. Then today we went to the farmers market down in Belmont Shore. That was pretty cool but heres the best part. Then we went to the Town Center and got burnt. The first few minutes were not enjoyable because we (me heather and rober) went behind KayBee Toys at the Town Center and smoked it and then we all had cigarettes out. All of a sudden this homeless lady came running up and sat down she was like the security guard is coming, the security guard is on his way, but dont worry he doesnt know youre back here. I peeked up over the bushes and he was looking directly at us and we me and Heather started freaking out. We got up and ran and the security guard started chasing us and guess what pulls up right behind the security guard? A security truck. We ran into KayBee Toys and by then it had hit us really hard man. We were all paranoid and then Robert came in a told us everything was alright and that they were just looking for the lady. Other than that it was sweet. I havent done that since the last day of school so I think I deserved it.
Thats it for tonight...all this drama has made me sleepy.

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